First off, I need to start this by saying sorry to all the people I was with tonight. Things haven't been going my way right now and I took it out on you guys tonight by being distant/a jerk to everyone I was supposed to be watching. I didn't mean to be like that; things just got the best of me.
So tonight I got home at 4 AM and I couldn't sleep. I laid in my bed, shoes and all, just face down thinking about what I need to do, things that need to change, and parts of my life that just need to be redone. Since I couldn't sleep, I just got up and when walking around my area. It was nice to just take a breather with no one around. I've surrounded myself with people so much lately that I forgot how nice it was to just stop and chill. While I walked though, I thought about this past year. Mostly August through December and what a strange trip these past 6 months have been for me.
Traveling back and forth between Austin, writing papers, being stupid when my friends came home and playing way too much guitar for my own good. It's been strange/hectic for all of us probably; especially those who are nearing the end of school, and those who are transitioning into college life. I wouldn't change much of it though. I like the way things have turned out in a way. Even though everyone is four hours away, it just makes hanging out more fun when I see them. As cliche or psycho this sounds, depending on how you take it, It's the people I communicated with during the year that made it turn out good in the end. Basically I'm trying to say thanks to everyone whose chilled, hung out, talked or whatever with me this past year; especially these past 6 months. It's made the situation I put myself in a bit more bearable. Thanks again to everyone.
My Resolutions For 2009
-Be more of a calm person
-Get into UT
-Stop being a lethargic punk
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